Hello hello~~~ once again, Imma keep up with my H!P rants and whatnot.

Latest H!P Faves~~~

Morning Musume:
Mitsui Aika
Junjun
Linlin
Nigaki Risa
Kamei Eri
Sayumi Michishige
Takahashi Ai
Tanaka Reina

Berryz Koubou:
Tsugunaga Momoko
Shimizu Saki
Sudou Maasa
Kumai Yurina
Sugaya Risako
Natsuyaki Miyabi
Tokunaga Chinami

C-ute:
Okai Chisato
Suzuki Airi
Nakajima Saki
Yagima Maimi
Hagiwara Mai

S/mileage:
Wada Ayaka
Fukuda Kanon
Maeda Yuuka
Ogawa Saki


Needless to say, Aika was the biggest leap~ zipping past everyone climbing 7 spots to the top~~~ Gah, I love her ~ no homoooo.

1. Momoko Tsugunaga~ She's there for obvious reasons.

2. Airi Suzuki~ She has talent, charisma and is adoreable... yet she is still so sweet and humble. Her parents should be really proud. xD

3. Mano Erina~ I never used to like Piano-chan, but lately I've just been wowed by her. Her past two singles and PuuchimoniV have pushed her up from like spot 30~something to 3. Hopefully she'll keep amazing me and stay in the coveted top 3. ^.^
lol... these are the reasons I love her:

4. Saki Shimizu~ FANTASTIC dancer, great voice, great personality. I'm just drawn to her, also High King was a genius idea. :D

5. Kamei Eri

6. Junjun~ banana chan<3

7. Maasa Soudou~ I'm really similar to her personality wise ^_^ and I also love her voice and she's just a doll. However if anyone deems her 'fat', 'ugly' or 'untalented' then I will personally assault them with some sort of weapon. Maasa is without a doubt one of the most beautiful idols (inside and out) she seems very sweet, shy and genuine, like Airi, however it's a shame that she isn;t given more solo lines.

8. Linlin~ My favorite voice in H!P. period.

9. Saki Nakajima

10. Wada Ayaka~ S/Mileage ftw. <3



in conclsion these are my fave current members... I also think PuuchimoniV should consist only of Erina and Nakky. I love those two together SO SO SO much. XD

So it's finally Saturday... and I'm spending it doing what I do best: eating perogies and taking quizzes (Y)

So far I've been taking H!P quizzes ^_^
I've taken which Berryz member are you and tied with 100% Maasa and 100% Momoko (I am VERY pleased with these results)

And on my Momusu quiz my top 10 results are~
Konno Asami
Iida Kaori
Takahashi Ai
Kamei Eri
Sayumi Michishige
Kago Ai
Yaguchi Mari
Ogawa Makoto
Nozomi Tsuji
Tanaka Reina

I'm also quite pleased with these results~

Well have fun everybody~
Take it easy! ^^

Just a quick entry~

~TOP MORNING MUSUME SONGS~
(they're always changing but these are my faves for now~)

15. Furusato
14. Memory Seishun No Hikari
13. THE PEACE
12. Nanchatte Renai
11. Resonant Blue
10. Kimagure Princess
9. Koi No Dance Site
8. Mr Moonlight ~ ai no big band
7. Iroppoi Jiretai
6. Joshi Kashimashi Monogatari
5. Shabondama
4. Renai Revolution 21
3. The Manpower!!!
2. KoiING
1. Roman My Dear Boy


~ TOP BERRYZ SONGS ~

10. Jiriri Kiteru
9. Baka Ni Shinaide
8. MADAYADE
7. Gag100 Kaibun Aishite Kudasai
6. Dschinghis Khan
5. Special Generation
4. Kokuhaku no Funsui Hiroba
3. Anata Nashi De Wa Ikite Yukenai
2. Very BEAUTY
1. Munasawagi Scarlet


~ TOP CUTE SONGS ~

10. Everyday YEAH
9. Natsu Doki Lipstick
8. Namida No Iro
7. Ookina Ai De Motenashite
6. Meguru Koi No Kistsu
5. Tsuugaku Vector
4. Massara Blue Jeans
3. SHOCK
2. Tokaikko Junjou
1. Amai Wana (this song deserved to be an A side >.>)

So, I'm very depressed now that school has started again. It's hard not to revert back to my lower states when everything just keeps going wrong. First semester is almost over, so I'm under so much stess to finish my acculminating activities. Then day after day I get front row seats as I watch the boy I like flirt incessantly with my best friend. I'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown again. Last night I cut my wrists for the first time in seven months (I last cut because I was in a somewhat abusive relationship with a former best friend). I was doing so well coping by just suppressing all my negative thoughts and problems through art and Hello!Project... but I'm just having people shove rumours down my throat and I'm sick of it. I just want to feel essential to someone for once, I'm currently learning the hard way that no one gives a shit about how much money you have or how high your average is, if you're a haughty person people WILL treat you like shit. And they WON'T give a FUCK about your opinion.
I just want to curl up in a corner and wait until someone who cares finds me. Which will most likely be never.


Sorry. This was really depressing and whiney.
I just feel better after venting.

Hope the rest of you are better off then myself.

These are my top - current - momusu members ^^ (If Koharu was still in momusu she would've been number 1 ^^). And Imma try and keep these ones short and sweet aswell.


1. KAMEI ERI~
I love her voice so very much. She also gives off a lovely stage presence and I find myself to be ALOT like her xD We just have very similar personalities (shyness and corner loving and such).


2. JUNJUN
Obviously she's a total stunner, and in some way reminds me imensely of Maasa Sudou. Banana-Chan forever~!! ^^


3. MICHISHIGE SAYUMI
I just love everything about her. She's just one of those idols that has so much appeal and I really hope to see more from her soon.


4. LINLIN
The other Panda~ and she used to be last or second last on my list... until I actually heared her sing. She definately has one of my favorite voices in Hello!Project! Just watch her solo song "For You"


5. TANAKA REINA
Lovely voice. My third favorite voice in momusu. I never used to be a big Reina fan, but she's slowly moving up ^^

The next three spots I'm REALLY unsure about. Aika, Ai and Risa all annoy me. Risa WAS my favorite... but her voice lately is just UNBEARABLE. Like it almost makes me cringe listening to her raspy sort of deepish voice >.< but she DOES have a great personality, and lots of people DO love her voice... I'm just not one of them. Next is Aika I love her dancing and Guardians 4. I actually want to rank her 6th, just Ai has much more vocal talent. Just the thing with Ai is that her solo career should've started a LONG time ago. It just gets tiresome watching her take the lead vocals single after single, and it's starting to annoy me. I mean Linlin or Eri or Reina should at least get a portion of her MASSIVE solos in songs. Sorry, Ai is just beginning to bore me.

Firstly I want to wish you all nothing but happiness and good fourtune in the new year ♥
(I know it isn't chinese new year...I just thought that this was cutee♥)
Also does everyone make new years resolutions? I do, and honestly my list has gotten quite long ^.^"

My Resolutions
...that I probably will get lazy and forget >w<

~ Become a better seamstress
~ Save AT LEAST 700$ spending money for my Japan Trip(im going in juuune♥)
~ Buy lots of nice things in Japan, take loads of pictures and enjoy the experience
~ Learn to bento
~ Go to Anime North
~ Start my online business
~ Maintain my 90+ average in school
~ Buy a sewing machine and a lolita dress ^^
~ Get a proper job
~ Become a better artist and have all mywork featured in my school's foyer
~ Improve my japanese&french >.<
~ Become a better singer and remember my Kisetsu Project deadlines
~ Remember my manners, be more polite and respectful to everyone around me
~ Host a fantastic teaparty for my sweet 16 ♥


What are your resolutions?
anyways happy new year ^_^
(L)Phoenix♥

&& I hope each and every one of you gets nothing but enjoyment and happiness from the year 2010~
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1. MEGUMI MURAKAMI: Fantastic voice. Great dancer. Very Charismatic. I could easily imagine her dominating both C-ute and Hello!Project had she not quit...*sad face*. There isn't much to dislike about her at all. Sure she isn't as cutesy as Mai or Airi, but she makes up for it in the preformer-area. (Is it just me or could you picture Buono! being a 4 member unit if Megumi didn't quit? I could x3)


2. AIRI SUZUKI: Are you suprised? LOL. I never used to like Airi as I thought she stole the spotlight from the other members... until I saw her Very Beauty duet with Risako. Her voice is just so melodic. She hits every note with amazing pitch (she always has, even in Aa's 'First Kiss'). Plus she is an amazing dancer with a spunky personality, you can't blame Tsunku for liking her so much xD... although he should switch it a bit. I just hate how Airi's haters bash on her looks, what's wrong with a little bit of crooked teeth and big ears? I just think it adds to her cuteness, and also proves that she isn't fake and superficial like most people in the entertainment industry. She is 100% unique and she is also herself; talented, polite, quirky, adoreable and perfectly-imperfect. Bravo Airi!


3. SAKI NAKAJIMA: The best dancer in C-ute, and she gives off a fun, energetic vibe~ especially in concerts. Her voice is cute and distinctive in the group/. However I think she's still growing as an artist. But it is obvious that great things are in her future! With her talent, Guardians 4 ... and maybe if Tsunku could give her some time to shine vocally in C-ute I can guarantee she will only continue to get fans in the future~!


4. CHISATO OKAI: Expressive and quirky she reminds me of a little munchkin. With a tendency to cause mischief within the group and use her cutesy charms to wiggle out of trouble how can you not love this girl? Without her C-ute would lack so much personality! She's the icing to the cake in my opinion. So sweet on the outside with her low and unique voice and her under-the-radar sort of impression but under her shy exterior you'll see that she always has some wacky idea in her mind and she isn't afraid to take action.


5. ARIHARA KANNA: The luckiest egg ever, being chosen to complete C-ute just before their debut! Without a doubt she is gorgeous and she CAN sing. My first impression of her in Tokaikko Junjou [first C-ute PV] was how gorgeous the girl in red and white was! For some reason she seems super bad-ass to me xD She just gives off an aura and when I imagine Kanna is always think of the ";D" face. She just has a fun and cheeky persona, but there is also a shy side to her which I love! I really miss Kanna lol, I could have really imagined her in SHOCK and Bye Bye Bye. That chromatic, modern style just screams Kanna!


6. ERIKA UMEDA: she'll make a fantastic model, I know it! For some reason though I've always though that she seemed out of place in the glamorous, cutting edge world of C-ute, that is until Shochu Omimai Moushiagemasu and EVERYDAY Zekkachou came out. Those two singles suited her perfectly. She just sends of a natural vibe. Sometimes she can be a bit shy and a bit too self critical Tsunku definatly took Erika for granted. But even though she rarely opened her mouth, when she did take the stage it did not go un-noticed. I would have loved to rank her number one but picking favorites in Hello!Project is very hard T^T... It's a shame she ended up ranking sixth.


7. HAGIWARA MAI: What happened little Maimai? She used to be so happy, cute and funny.... but somewhere between Namida No Iro and Shochu Onimai Moushiagemasu she just lost her spark. Although she's a good dancer and singer without that personality she's just bland now... It's really heartbreaking to talk about such an adoreable idol like this but she just grew up too fast...
I miss the old Mai terribly.


8. MAIMI YAGIMA: Why I was so compelled to rank her so low is beyond me. Maybe I'm just jealous? She's the responsable, loving big sister we all wish we had. The trustworthy kind of friend we need in life. And a fantastic role model for youth. Maybe it's the fact that I just can't stand her voice? Nothing personal just Airi and Nakky have much cuter and more versatile voices. I do admire her continuous effort though, it is clear in live preformances how much she loves preforming and no matter how tired she is she puts forth a consistant effort. I definately respect her for that, just she doesn't take as much risks nor does she show a reckless/crazy side as some of the other H!P girls. To me she's just lacking something and I can't figure it out. She has a great voice... but it doesn't appeal to me. She's a great preformer but she works so hard to be perfect it doesn't seem like she gives it her own style. She just is seeming pretty bland and serious lately and really needs to let loose and show me that she has the 'cuteness' to be in c-ute, However I find that I like her much more when immersed in High Kings... it just fits her more.



If I could describe them in one word:
Megumi: Dominant
Airi: Genuine
Nakky: Cheery
Chisa: Entertaining
Kanna: Badass
Erika: Natural
Mai: Mature
Maimi: Hard-working



~up and coming articles:~
*Bedroom tour
*Christmas gifts
*New Years
*More H!P Rankings! [momusu/berryz members, shuffles, top momusu songs]


<3 Phoenix

Just a poem I wrote on the spot. Got depressed. Got inspired. These things just come at random times.
I'm just so shy it's pathetic.

fragments of timid emotions.

Maybe I'm just consumed by greed,
watching the leeched humans feed,
off others' emotions, their daily deed
anything at all to quench their need

But what about me, the virgin in this mess
the child who wouldn't associate with distress
she's polite, shes 'perfect', surely no less,
but the one thing she lacks is your sweet caress.

My organs they swelled deep in my chest,
as you leaned closer to share my text.
However you don't notice, as if you were hexed
that it is by you, whom I've become vexed.

We're scarcely alone surrounded by friends,
I pray for my chance but each day has it's trends
as I silently waste with each day's ends
Will tomorrow bring change to these seamless blends

Of course I can worry, and fret and cry,
I want to walk up to you, oh I wish to try,
Although I'm free like my majestic sky
the main obstacle is that I'm just to shy

You stole my breath, my heart and my every word
And now the tears are flowing like a ravenous herd
so familiar, so painful, both refreshing and absurd
all my emotions have been awoken and stirred.

There's nothing left for me to do,
the stars have risen, it's half past two
So oblivious, you have not a clue
that I longingly gaze at pictures of you,

I have many emotions, I am not a doll.
The season is now winter, no longer fall
I still patiently await your incoming call,
I want love terribly, but don't we all...

I just wanted to wish you all a merry christmas and a nyappy new year~!
May we all find love and cheer in every moment of everyday for 2010
God Bless~




This dress is gorgeous. haha. I'd love to wear it on Christmas, however I highly doubt my parents would ever buy it for me.



merry christmas
(L) phoenix